Ohh, I'm failing gym, yes you heard me I'm Failing One Of My Easiest Classes Cause I Don't Feel Like Getting Dressed. Little did I know she takes off like 50 point for every day you don't dress, so I think I'm currently at -250.
But you can write essays to make up for the work, so I did this. I Wrote 8 Essays And None Of Them Count. She told me that it has to be research, with proof and a web site url that shows where you got your info from. So she gave me like 25 points. Well fucking thanks that's sooo gunna help my -250 points. How the hell was I supposed to know, all I though was it had to be gym related. And mine were gym related.

My brother got kicked out of the house. Again. I was asleep for this fight though, and when I woke up my mother told me what happened.

Apparently Chadd got dressed, using the excuse that he was just cold. Then he tried sneaking out the back to smoke a cigarette and talk to a girl neither my mother or I agree with. My mom told him no, and to get his ass back inside. He did.
Frustrated, she went to bed, but couldn't sleep, so went out through the back door to go to the front to smoke out on our front porch, in her undies and sweater. What a great site for any of our neighbors up at that hour.
She was about to go in and looked at the door, and there was my bro, in the dark, staring at her. She got that creepy, "I might kill you tonight" feeling, and told him she didn't want him in the house that night. So he left saying he wasn't gonna come back. And so he hasn't. In a few days, my mom will call, they'll apologize to each other, he'll come home, like always.

I want my expander out of my mouth, I don't want it in, I want my metal braces on and off as soon as possible. I want no braces by my senior year. I have to go see my dentist on the 16 of December, she'll probably tell me to have it in longer. I'll walk out pissed as usual.


I really want to be surprised at school. I'm so bored its ridiculous. I want something to surprise me, I want something new. But I'm not very good at meeting new people, and I want to find some more artsy people. Maybe some hippies(: aha.

No photo ideas, and my hands won't draw whats in my mind. I had a visual of a very interesting guy that I would totally draw, but I'm not good at drawing things outta thin air, I need to look at something.

I had a very odd dream, I've been having a lot lately. This involved my friend Jenna throwing her birthday at my house and all of us eating a glowing blue neon cake. Her dad turned off the lights so you could see our mouths glow blue. I like this.
My last one was about raptors coming into a restaurant that my Spanish class went to, and I had to shot one, but I couldn't. The other involved Jenna and I in a pre K class and reading a Egyptian book that popped out a modern drawing. Wtf am I eating before I go to bed, and where can I get more?

This morning was very pretty. I woke up and my whole room was pink. I wish I got up to get my glasses and get a clear look, but I was having a hard time keeping my eyes open, let alone actually get up.

I want to put some more music on my crowded ipod. But I don't really know what to put on it, and all the bands I want to can't be found on limewire. Fuck.
I found an ipod cord. I've been limiting the use of my ipod for the last few weeks, trying to save what battery I had on it, only to find out my brother had a ipod cord in his car all along, which is pointless because he can't even use it. And he didn't even think of telling me.

We had such a bright sunrise, and now its all dark outside, you'd think it was 6pm instead of 1pm. It looks like its gonna rain. I hope it does.

I have a cup of coffee, its caramel cream from the gas station and artificial sugar. Its gotten cold.